Being Who I Really Am
I am coming back to my playful, light energy. I used to have that always as a child. I love things that are done with care: Beautiful things. If things are clean. Small things. Taking care of things. I am starting to appreciate things a lot more. I have so many ideas. ;) I think I was really conditioned out of this natural way of being. Or I let myself be conditioned out of it. Stress and fear were taking over completely. I am someone who cares and gives attention to things. It is so smooth that I slid into doing my schoolwork really well. It came from wanting to be a good girl and pleasing others. Before, this pleasing others was never the goal, but it became the goal. In my opinion, a lot of girls who are really natural in their way of being, shut off and pull themselves together because there is this huge pretending that you need to be good and that there is one "best." This is all not true. This is such a big lie. If you need to pull yourself together, you deny your soul....
