The Beginning of The Journey into the Unknown

 

20 November 2024

This is the very beginning of it all.

At this point, I know very little—but I know I will learn more. This is truly a journey into the unknown.

What I know so far is this:
I am a dancer and a speaker.
There is a combination of both.
I position myself as an artist.

I know there will be shirts with text on the back:
One of them will say:
“I know I am too much.”

These shirts will be high quality, produced under good conditions, and priced accordingly.

I know I will be the woman who changes the world with three sentences.

“One day, all women are united and walk, dance and sing, and all the fear and the illusion of “not enough” is gone. This is the moment when the world stops—and then shifts.
The walk of a paradigm shift: Will you be part of it?

In my art, light and shadow will hold a big importance.

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What is art to me?
I’ve never really thought about it.

But what I know so far is this:
Art transcends boundaries and nations.
It cannot be defined or pinned down.

Everything else we try to control, define, calculate, and analyze eventually leads us to one truth: the deeper we go, the less we know. Because it cannot be defined.

Art cannot be defined.
It can only be interpreted.

As everything in life.

This is what I love about art: it doesn’t belong to the logical, thinking world. It goes beyond that.

To let you know—I am not a thinking person. For those who understand Human Design, my Head Centers are undefined.

I am connecting back to my body and soul.
I am stepping out of the illusion that the world is scary and that I must do this or that in order to feel safe.

If I know one thing, it’s that nothing is certain. Things can shift in an instant.

We live in the unknown all the time.
So, let’s live with it.

This is a big experiment for me. An experiment with the unknown.
But isn’t that what life is anyway?

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It’s not that I don’t feel fear anymore.
I still feel fear.

It feels like my body, in a way, is addicted to fear and stress. It’s what my body has been conditioned to experience every day.

I am conditioned.

But I can sit with my fear and feel it.
And I don’t have to act on it.
This is the big difference.

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What is wealth to me, right now?

It’s having time.
Time to look at things. To feel my body. To experience life. To cook, to eat.

The simple things, really.

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